Mari, when music makes you sad it may help to play some cheerful music afterwards to change you mood.

I am hurt tonight. I told Bobby I'd like to see him before he goes home and he was all ready to see me Monday until I coughed. He then told me he wasn't sure he wanted to be with me with the way I was coughing. I don't have anything that is contagious anymore so it stung what he said. I have been made to feel like I should stay all cooped up holed up in my apartment alone by the 80+ year old woman in Hanks that Bobby is really close friends with. I have a feeling she influenced him to be weary of being around me. She already shows signs of jealousy of me because of all the attention that Bobby has given to me. She use to be his number one friend in Hanks for many years and now I am. Or, I thought I was.

Well, it'll be housework for me tomorrow and laundry.