I want to apologize for my last post, above.
I was bug eyed with out sleep.
I did some editing, because I mis worded what I was thinking (or, not thinking). Rather than just delete it,, you're all my friends, and I'm not so concerned about being judged, here.

Linda,
Are you still doing your walking in the Pool?
How is your weather? Is it changing? Do you do any real gardening?

I wish I could help you. You are in my prayers, of course!


I noticed yesterday, that I'm running a low grade fever, about one to two degrees above my normal, (which is lower than normal).
I think it has something to do with these insect bites. I've done some research on the internet, and that my doctor didn't want to do anymore over the phone, I suspect that if this isn't cleared up in a day or two, I'm going to the ER.

Of course, I have a Huge attorney appointment on Wed. (sound familiar?)
I feel defeated already, I don't think I'll make it. (the lawyer has postponed it twice already).

But, I'm gonna pull myself up yet again. And, see first about my health. I shouldn't be feeling so ill. I know my rsd and the rest of it. When I get ill, my tbi kicks in, and I cannot think, as observed in my last post. It's as if I'm in FTL, (Fairy Tale Land).

But, we know the rules, we must take care of ourselves, BEFORE we can do anything else!
I was taught this from when I was diagnosed. I'm not much good for anyone or anything else, if I'm not good for me.
And, this goes for all of us!
Others don't really know what to do for us, (even our doctors, sometimes), and they all feel badly. And, we don't want to put that on our friends / family.

Linda,
I really hope you start feeling better soon.

A quick question for you folks that are going to W/Comp lawyers, do they have your Psych reports? Do you have a Psych? If not, I think you're shortchanging yourself. While self examination takes some bravery, we all have psychic pain. It needs to be documented, or you will not be "considered" for proper compensation.
Remember the Triangle of care!

Be as Well as Ya'll can!

love to all, and, apologies for my last post, it was totally off topic / off topic.

Pete
asb