I got a message from my brother in law,and he,out of the blue want's $12,350. He never asked me to pay rent,and now suddenly he is. I don't have that much in the bank. Then he want's me to pay $650 a month. I get $608 from SSD,and $50 in food stamps. He thinks I'll get help from medicaid,in going below $2,000. I have a cat to feed. I need gas for the car. I need my dentist because of dental problems,stamps,medicine,and/or copays,property tax on my car,and my telephone/computer bill etc.,etc.,etc. Medicaid dosen't pay for these things,and I'm disabled,and can not work for more money.

I had a panic attack. I feel worse then ever. I've thought about suicide. I felt a burning around my head,and pressure on my heart. I screamed.

I called Emergency Services,and she said you will have your cat,and other things,and she said she will call my case worker.

Going through a bad night like this hurts me deeply. I don't know how many of these I can take. Why is my family doing this to me? Why did he shock me with a $12.350 bill? Why is he asking me for more then I have?

I feel so bad. BF