Hey Pete,

I have been off the boards for a few days so I'm not sure what you are apologizing for. However, we have all found ourselves in a position of apologizing. Chronic pain and all it's other side effects cause us to say and do things we normally wounldn't do or say.

I hate that you are going through so much while living alone. Do follow the advice on drinking and eating what you can you don't need dehydration on top of everything else.

Take time to ask God for help. Ask him for the the strength, energy and wisdom to get through whatever life brings your way. I find myself asking for for these things quit often and he has never failed me.

Hang in there and reach out to a friend if you need some help with food or getting organized for you attorney appt. Do call you doctor. PM me if you need to talk

Take care,
Sherrie