Its good to talk!! I just don't appear to be able to find out as much information as I need. I suppose once I hear back from the hospital all will become clearer. Its just things like whether coiling is going to leave me with a permanent headache - so that I want to claw the thing out of me? Will I be the same me? How long does it take to recover? Will my friends and family try to avoid me now? Can I still trust my own judgement? - just nightmare scenarios like this are occurring to me. And on and on and on ............

Thank you for your understanding.

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