There are many people here for you, thelonely1 and Kristen, who will listen, love, share with you. I don't love myself (actually, I think I probably still hate "me") but I know that there are people here who do love me, and they are always, always willing to reach out a hand to me or wrap their arms around me or share their journey/wisdom with me. You are not alone. Keep talking, and be a part of this family,
reyn

I just came back to say that the people who do love and care about me are my friends and family on this forum, not the "real-time" world/family, and I am grateful for that . . .