Alice,
Great to have you on this forum and I wanted to welcome you here! I agree that we are all in the same boat and we shall right this ship one day, hopefully soon! I appreciate your input here, but feel free to also express your venting here, as you have those days just like the rest of us and need someone to vent to. We all have our "days" and you are no exception, so express yourself freely and no one will think anything different of you for it! As most of us have found, many of us even have family who do not understand what our life is like, but I have found I can come to this forum and vent and have friends here who understand. Again, welcome and thanks for your inputs.
Hugs,
Simon