Yes Addy. The thoughts are tormenting,and painful. I don't know what to do in these circumstances,and the thoughts have not stoped.

Thank you all for helping me through this. I'm trying to servive this,and I'm shocked at my families action. I may loose everything. I don't know why they thought to get this tremendous sum of money from me,and then charge me rent above my income from Social Security Disability.

I'm going to need a crown on one of my teeth soon. I guess they don't truly love me,and they have been rejecting me. I don't know. I don't understand. BF