I look back to nearly 7 years ago, and I have come a long way.
But I do dream that one day I will be better, I think the thing I find hardest is that all the medications I take and have taken make me so sick. I constantly fight diarrhoea and nausea and sometimes vomiting. I think it would be soooo much easier to cope if I had some degree of wellness, but I guess I would be so much sicker with mg if I wasn't on the meds. My poor neuro is constantly trying to manage my medications, and he's said I am frustrating in this respect, he doesn't mean this in a nasty way, just wishes I would respond "normally"