I think I'm just feeling sorry for myself today. I haven't been able to drive for years, we live in a very, very small town and I have to depend on my DH to take me everywhere. I am sick of it and want to be normal again and I can't. My kids are not real close and they are busy anyway. We are talking about moving, but he wants to move to waterfront property so he can fish all the time and there is no town there, I think I'm just mad right now, we are retired and have nothing to do, but he likes to fish alot. I just don't know how to handle this right now and need to vent. So what I say probably doesn't make sense right now.