Ada,
You know, I'm on your side, and you seem to have a fine doctor!

My doctor tells me, I must keep myself in "breakthrough Pain" meds.
I.e., when I feel better, I save a pill, when I feel worse, I use a pill, or half.
I'm talking about methadone...

He may be wanting to put the "brakes on" you.
But, if you feel that you need it badly.... then you must ask again!

You said, he trusts you, / you trust him. yes?
That's perfect!

This weather is just the wolf's ars!
Everybody, Everywhere is at their Wit's end! I am, and so is everyone I know!
(Even people I know who have "Nothing wrong" are Scrwd.! I don't know why.)

Now, Ada,
You can't get suicidal, you jumped to my aid, and now it's my turn, to jump to yours!
You would make so many of us so sad, if you did anything foolish, and, you have so much experience, to teach so many of us, what to do!
I know, as a 2.6 year veteran of this BS, that you have LOTS of insight For all of us!

Please ,don't fail us now!

Yea, this time of year Sux.
Stick with us, OK?
Help us through it.
I've been with it for a long time.
I can't do it myself.
Please, PM me your Phone #?

I know, it's getting more, and more difficult...
Yet, I also know, that we need to keep more faith,
that we'll get through this.....

If we have good Doctors, they keep our pain managed,
and the "S" word, out of our vocabulary!
Please,
Let your doctor do that for you?
Let's speak, OK?

Many people, including myself, find support, in you, and we Love you!

I'd give my life, so that you and anyone here could be pain free!
Sometimes, it's like wt/heck do we got to lose?

Everything!
Think about it!

Everything that God gave us to Give!!

Let's Give, Ada!

I'll be by your side!

OK?

All my love!

Pete
asb