Thank you Waves. Yesterday was the day I took benzos and drank also. I do not want to take anything today as I don't need a hangover tomorrow again. I want to go to church tomorrow and try to get on with my life.

Like my sister said today and I have to agree with her: There's been too much hurt with Bobby to go back now."

It is complicated like most relationships usually get that have cause for one to end.

befuddled2