Depression is one of my big problems too but for me it's the lack of control I think. Plus I feel guilty a lot.

This thing does change our lives but it doesn't have to remove us completely from life. It certainly makes us appreciate what we do have.

Hang in there. You'll probably get on the right medications for you in time. Since you've had it a short time your chance of a partial or nearly complete recovery are much higher. Learn your triggers and avoid them but don't give up.

Most of my family members have come to understand my limitations even if they don't understand it. I'm really in the same boat since I don't understand either.