thank you everybody for your quick reponses! i have found such a comfort here.
the doctors have mentioned that i have loose joints, but that's about it. the only medicine i am on is amitriptaylne and melatonin. the doctors have refused to give me anything other then that. i've tried neurontin, lyrica, cymbalta, and lidoderm pain patches. none of them have seemed to work. i will keep everybody posted. and thanks again for all the support. does anybody think my knee pain could be associated with running? my pt's in boston were making me run everyday. even though i was falling and crying. that's what me and my parents think could have brought on so much pain. my knee grinds and pops all day long!

dear ali12. please pM me. i'd love to talk to you. it's hard to find somebody our age, that knows what were going through.

have a great day everybody