I'm so sorry for your battle with insurance and second denial. I understand about being too tired to battle. I'm 61 and thinking of applying for disability. My Dr. said he would support me with the application.
I'm glad you are seeing a psychologist. How was the visit? Professional help for myself helped and continues to help. I went thru 2 plus years with a wonderful counselor when my parents died in the 70's & 80's. And 5 years ago, when I was diagnosed full body I found a wonderful psychiatrist, nuerologist, and pharmacologist. He has helped me so much and is also my pain management Dr.
In my case, I did have swelling as my first symptom after benign breast tumor and armpit tumor. When they withdrew fluid 3 times, it was green. Of course they didn't mention that meant infection -no antibioics and sent me off to rehab dr. for frozen shoulder and she oversaw my physical therapy. Surgeon couldn't get rid of me fast enough. Then after remission of a year, spread to other shoulder. Besides full body, I have internally too.
Thank you for your kind words, I have tears rolling down my face. Your kindness touched my heart. I feel your pain. I try to be supportive to everyone struggling as we all do. I'm thankful to have a supportive family. It did take time for that to happen.
If your psychologist isn't right for you, don't hesitate to change. I changed with my first experience. One visit and I knew he wasn't right for me. The second one was a jewel. and my first psychiatrist is a gem . I've been seeing him for 5 years.
Take care and hope you are feeling better soon. Your friend, loretta soft hugs