Hi Tamiloo and Olhipie thanks so much for your welcome and kind words. It really does brighten my day to know that someone understands. the info Elizabeth gave me helped a lot. found the autoimmune site, and realized that i am not the only one that is scared and confused. it helps to talk to someone with the same problems. i hope you both have a great day. Its 7am in Australia, so i must get ready for work