I was posting this in the BP forum, but needed to come here to and keep "talking" as Im feeling terrible...

Remember my vision problems thanks to my stupidity of having surgery to correct my vision !? Well... I have been suffering for 2 years now... feeling guilty... and, the worst thing happened today...
I met this special guy, I really like him.. and guess what he said today... "I love girls with glasses... they are so sexy" I was like

I wore glasses for 25 years... I finally have surgery... Everything come out bad and I see nasty now... I have visual problems that cant be corrected with glasses... Ive been feling guilty for 2 years, I worry 24 hours a day 7 days a week about my eyes, I miss my glasses every single minute of my nasty life and now he tells me that !???

I feel so down... I want to be just dreaming... this cant be happening...

I cant handle this feeling anymore, I cant !!