I know that feeling, Linda. But you can't fake it - you gotta break it. Whenever I get depressed that way I feel like it's going to last forever, and I'll never be happy again. But sooner or later things do get better. Not great, but better. I hope you start feeling better soon. If there's anything at all you want to vent or commiserate about, feel perfectly free. We've all been there before, so we can usually understand, and sometimes even help a little.

Hi Slogo. I don't know how smart I was, but at least it worked! I've been doing tons of medical research ever since I became ill, and I examine myself all the time. Hope I don't get narcissistic!

Hope ya'll feel better and better!