What did I do that was so terrible in life to deserve this?
My be the hints were out there,warning me to change my self- destructive life style - working 100 hours a week, not eating well, when I actually ate.Sleeping that was a luxury. Smoking 25 cigarettes on a good day. Living with unimaginable, relentless, never ending “stress”
My be in some crazy way this was an act of kicking me in the realities- It worked, I never loved life like I do now
keep smiling all
JJ