Tonight I was feeling even more depressed than usual. It was just one of those days where I couldn't stop bad feelings from swirling in my mind; I'm worthless, hopeless, etc. I was almost certainly going to have another horrible panic attack, which would have in turn led to more overwhelming suicidal thoughts.

Then when I got online I saw that (((Blue))) appreciated a post I left her, and it made all the bad thoughts go away, like maybe I made some small difference in someone elses' life. And just maybe the next time I'm feeling sad and desperate I'll be able to think about that and smile.

Hopefully when you read this Blue, you'll feel a little better too, because you'll know how much you helped someone in need, and you can know without a doubt that you are truly important to someone.


~ L1