I also think that you might also need to take a leave of absense unless you can get rides to places you have to go. I find this all so sad but all so ironic. You are finally forced into a situation where you have to take care of your own needs. I don't know how you are responding to this. I am amazed about your moods. I wonder if somehow the stroke helped you chemically -have you been getting more depressed less depressed or same? how is your sleep?
in NYC they have access a ride for the disabled. it is two dollars a ride and you call up the day before.
How are you feeling in general? Is anything better? Are you scared? Is your husband being understanding. You sound so low keyed.
Aren't there keyboards for carpal tunnel syndrome to help reduce the stress?
I feel so badly for you but I am struck at how it is working out that you are still young and finally being forced to take care of your own needs.
fondly
bobby
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