aww so sorry.. bigggggest warmmmest hugggs, I had a long post here then my laptop died so it's gone now..
my arms are too sore to write it again but I want to send my hugs hon, and to sugest that you let the anesthesist know all what you went through and they will make sure you are well sedated that day, and also very relaxed even the night before the procedure.. If they don't then request something because it does help.

Sandra