Just a question,

Has Anyone, spoke to the doctors about this?
Any good advice?

I'm gonna change the subject of this post, NOT the thread now...

I'm going to hafto.
This is most embarrassing, but, what the heck?

While with "wifey", and shortly after my tbi, I was on strong meds, lots of them, the pain so unrelenting, and the comotose feeling as if I was on the verge of death.

Anyway, she was not a woman to wait.
How do you "rape" a man?
Well, not to give away secrets, but, this one particular time it was, start while I was asleep. (on the floor, of course)..

Hey, I was just layin' there.... (as usual).

I apparently didn't have a strong well, erection. (it was workin for me)

But, somehow, in a woman's way, she "broke me". (I will not get too graphic, but, it wasn't anything unnatural going on). She got to about the middle floor on the elevator, and leaned back or someway, SNAP, crack, and they COULD hear me Screamin' a Mile Away!
Straight intercourse.
OUCH!~~!!!!!~~~~~~~

Black and Blue wasn't quite the words~!!!!!!!!

Well, that wasn't the end of me.

But, I'm gonna hafto see one of those specialists, (I did go to the emergency room, what a fright that was!)
Po' little fella gettin' hisself ultrasounded and sich! Oh!

Ah sure learned abit about a man's anatomy that day.
It seems that an "E" word, is like two oblong balloons inside, well, one leaked, (I don't know that I'd call it a blowout). Not covered by AAA. No Spare....

I'm figured I'll need an operation, and of course my testosterone jacked up, due to the tbi, and I'm constantly thinking....
I want to design my own 'Scar'.

Any suggestions would be 'pprreciated! (bumpier the better?)


If you're wonderin', I am still able....


fergeet my name....
Story shortened, for fittin' in sakes.

Sorry for the graphic nature, and nasty subject... these things happen, it's OK to laugh, I do!

Grrrrr.

xo