Welcome to NT, Lani!

The side effects of the medications we take to help ourselves is a common topic of conversation on the forum. When faced with chronic pain or depression or OCD, etc..., it's hard to know what to do.

Luckily lots of folks here can offer you the benefit of their experience weighing the benefit and risks of various drugs. Some are also quite expert in diet and vitamin alternatives that can be helpful and non-toxic.
Cheers