Dew,I am so sorry to hear the way that you were treated! Tear's are just a part of the human experience if there were no limitations to overcome. I felt the same way that you did when I was just in the hospital for the last 3 weeks. Every time I woud start to cry there was this nurse that would come into my room. Instead of being understanding she would just look at me and say(You know the more you cry the more your pain is going to go up) Then she would just walk out and not look back! This world is filled with people that just don't understand what we are dealing with! At times they sure can be quite cold hearted.We are all here for you! I also know that you have a loving husband that is there fighting for you also! I know that this dx is not fair! Please hang in there,we are all here for you! Take Care My Friend! Breezy