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Grand Magnate
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Join Date: Oct 2006
Location: Northern Utah
Posts: 3,465
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Grand Magnate
Join Date: Oct 2006
Location: Northern Utah
Posts: 3,465
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Next Monday we are going to court for our Chapter 13...to change the payments and to help with catching up. We have about a year left to pay of the 5. We are so close...I want to jump ahead of next week.
I still need to come up with a huge amount of money before that day...catch up...to show them we can do it.
My need for today is I pray for the strength it takes to call family and or friends for help. My close family can't or won't help...now I go to extended family.
I don't know if I'm afraid to ask or afraid of the turn down...don't want to appear to be to needy...I just want it to be over.... Why should I be so scared of talking to people who love me...I have become very scared to leave the house at all....
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My best friends live in my computer....
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Suffered with back problems since birth...7 back surgeries to date, the last one being on 5/13/2015. Fibromyalgia, PTSD, Chronic Pain
“Being my sweethearts full-time care partner, I have to remind myself, when some well-meaning friend or relative questions my methods or motives, that I know more than they do because I Live this life 24/7, and they only come for short visits.” Tamiloo
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Gotta love my Olhipie! Dx'd RRMS 1986, SPMS 2004
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Watch my Olhipie Skiing....
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