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Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 2,871
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Magnate
Join Date: Aug 2006
Posts: 2,871
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Pairiemary,
I wish you were close by to hold and cry with you.
How you shared and brought to us the love in your heart and missing your daughter has been powerful.
It had to be so difficult not having your husband to help you emotionally and physically.
I had my older son and dil to help, but De's father did little but aggrivate and be nasty? I never could understand that?
I try to be strong, but ache to hold her so bad, you know that feeling.
I could not go to the grave side, I could not hold it together saying good bye, the last moments to see my childs face.
Hold her hand, wrap a necklace in her fingers that matched one I would wear myself. put her teddy next to her, pictures of our last trip, the kids, and kissed her goodbye.
I brought all my De's roses, tall grass, lilac's and flowering bushes she had up the house and planted them. I have her three kitties that were her babies too. I wonder if they feel her, like I do at times.....
Some days I swear they feel me missing her, like the last two days. they crawl up on my lap as soon as I sit. It has been one or the other laying on my lap, chest, Dehliah Jones touching my cheek with a paw..Samson head butting my chin, Scarlet Begoania across the back of my recliner.
Cherish your memories for those we never will lose, Share your memories and keep them close to your heart,
Hugs and love
di
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