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Originally Posted by MandaC
i don't want to be here anymore. i'm not getting better. it's been a year since jay and i broke up, and i can't stop obsessing about it. it never leaves me. i don't know how to stop these thoughts. i think i'll only find relief if my mind is no longer working.
i just want to end everything. i'm just as torn down and torn up as i was a year ago. i can't accept i won't hear from him again.
i can't accept anything. i wasn't made for this. i wasn't given the skills to survive emotional distress. i was made faulty. maybe i wasn't supposed to even live this long.
i'm paralyzed.
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You're in a fight for your life Manda. I'm glad you reached out...wish you had stayed a little longer to talk to lonely1.
Depression is a monster that can rob you of hope if you give in to it. Don't do that....change is just around the corner but you have to fight. And you need to get help in your real life.
You don't have to do this alone.
