Today is the pits - really!
It is no point even trying to describe what is wrong.

What is worrying me now is that I think I am hitting the depression mode - not the clinical kind - but the fed up kind. I hope it doesn' get worse

For the first time ever since I became house bound, I think I will ask a friend to come and spend some time with me.

I hate doing this - prefer to let them make their own time. I don't want them to think they 'need' to see me. But today I need to call in a favour.

Thank you Bizi for writing back - you won't believe how much it means to me.