I hope your friend can come over and be with you. It sounds like you don't reach out in that way too often. I agree with Mari... sometimes people don't know how to help - or don't want to be a "bother" to someone who is unwell. This can give them a sense of despair and powerlessness, which does neither of you any good.

Asking for company gives your friend the opportunity to be there for you and feel that they matter and can help you. That will be a good feeling for them. It is not all one way.

Anyway i hope you start feeling better. Perhaps you will as the day goes by.



~ waves ~