Just a quick rant to say that I am officially unwell.
that is if you did not already know this.
Why can't I be more disciplined?
I think it has to do with the increase in stress that I am feeling.
We are getting ready to refinance our home and have a friend to now help us but I have this feeling that something is going to happen and we won't beable to close the deal. I am obsessing over this deal, it seems harder to do this than when we first bought the house. Our broker is rushing to close and that is what we want.....but.....we should close on the 20th.
I feel I am the only one carrying this stress.
we are spending alot of money to close, kind of like spend more money now to save money in the future....I have been impulsive lately....
Treating my girlfriend for a cruise, so 2 big money items going on at the same time...red flags!
anyway.
Jeff is away for the night and I don't do well while he is away. On the computer wayyyy tooooo much tonight,
between face book and farm town and now cafe world, there is a lot of play things to keep me from my charting and billing and balancing the checkbook......

I guess I did show some disciplin jsut now.
I think I am hypomanic and am just going to have to deal with it...
ready to go to bed.
~sigh after the chaos of halloween last weekend it will be nice to get some things done this weekend, maybe I can get caught up with my business.
ok meds are kicking in....signing off.
bizi