It is.
Money issues are always worrying. Don't fret. Things generally work out, and I've actually read that apparently we Bipolars are more adaptable than normies. Apparently we are so watchful of our moods that we try and find an equillibrium as fast as possible, as longs as the Rxs are working.
Has the pdoc suggested Xanax sos?
Are you getting adequate sleep?

I used to be a compulsive drinker. It had started as self medication for the Depression as well as Lupus. For a couple of years I tried to control my drinking. Then I was prescribed a drug that I couldn't have any alcohol with. I tried a couple of times, but both the times I brain went to mush - very uncomfortable.Since then I've managed to stay off. Once or twice I've tried a sip from my husband's glass, but it doesn't appeal anymore.
For the past few months I have been completely off. I NEVER thought I'd be able to.

Take maybe a day off before getting into work again?