Welcome to NT
We're here for you. You're very brave in the face of "no return."
I'm sure the MG forum will have a lot of info for you.
Here is a song "Angels Calling at my Door." I found it very comforting and true through my loved one's passing.
http://audioo.com/t/angels-calling-a...5ed9b291f88f5/
Peace to all...