Thank You for the response. It means a lot to me that I'm not alone and that things can get better. I guess I feel at a loss when things with my children are out of my control and I don't feel like a mother anymore. I try to do my best with what I have and right now that doesn't seem like much. But if it can work for others maybe there is a chance for us. I've been doing this from the time she was 6 and I guess now is a very difficult time. When she is 27 I hope to have a little bit more control of all of this. Again, Thank you!