I wonder if I can just share with you how good it felt to be able to get myself to my doctor's office (35 miles away) to pick up my prescription, go to the drugstore to get it filled, then go to Wal-Mart where I spent two whole hours shopping for my pups, Owen, John, and groceries!!! And I wonder at how much money I spent . . . ack!! But I made the trip up there and back!! I know that I shouldn't have driven by myself, but I was very careful. I wonder if it is okay to be happy about the trip, or should I feel guilty that I drove, by myself. I don't know. I just want to feel good about it right now. I wonder that I'm wondering about it all and how I should feel about it.