Honey !!!
How i wish I had already a family... Im 27 now and I always dreamed that at age 25 I would be living in another country, with a lovely husband and at least 1 kid...

News: Im 27 as I said... I have NO kids and I have never, (yes NEVER) had a boyfriend...
That makes me sooooooooo sad... I feel like everybody around me is happy and living their lives and that Im not included...

Im ugly and consider myself "weird"... so, who would like to date me !?
The above was to let you know how much I understand you...
BUT, Im trying to learn I cant live the future, and I need to live day by day... You are 21... you will, Im sure, find somebody to love you... the right person... in the mean time you have to be... if not happy, normal... not sad... that is bad for your health...
Tell me, what do you get being sad ??? Anything right ?? So, why being sad ??? Im not one of those saying life is beautiful (Im trying to be one of those seriously), but at least, try not to feel sad... just fine if not happy...
Smile cutie !!!!