Thank you for your story and your insight Jeff, it was very well said. I hope things continue to look better for you.

Blue your response to my mood tag made me smile.
And I'm glad to see your's says happy. That also made me smile.

I honestly don't know what makes me feel fine. I just kinda mysteriously feel less bad. There's a few things that I do to pass the time, but when I'm feeling sad or lonely they don't make me feel any better, they seem just as pointless as everything else.

The only thing that really helps is getting on NT and reading all the new stuff that's posted. I guess it's the closest thing I can get to actually hanging out with friends.

's for everybody.