I hate myself ever so much. I hate everything about myself. I hate that i can not keep anything organized to save my life. I hate that I mess up everything. I hate that I can not do things others can . I hate that everything about me. I should have been euthanized or aborted. I HATE MYSELF. *cries* This world is a horrible place. I hate it. I feel like I just hate everything. I am not well. I will not hurt myself. But I am extremely unhappy and feel hopeless. I will search for solutions when I come out of this negativity.

I had the worst day you can imagine.

I HATE MYSELF. I am so unhappy.