Its Sunday morning here.

There were really good friends over for dinner last night.
I went down to meet them late as it is difficult to leave half way through and these days I can't deal with company and conversation for long these days. (Lupus)
Very sweetly they suggested I see this herbalist who has cured ...
I flipped.
I have tried every kind of treatment possible. Herbal, mineral, naturopathy, homeopathy, magnetic, colour therapy, stone therapy, charm bracelets, worships, prayers in every religion. I've travelled to different cities, met holy men, - woken up at ungodly hours. All of this has done myself more harm than good.
I just can't cope with these thought any more.
I know they all mean well, and I am grateful, but I still got frustrated.

Anyway - I called this morning and apologised. They were really sweet and pretended they didn't know what I was talking about. But I do still feel bad that I got at them.

Today I'll just stay home and sleep, watch the first round of the ATP Master's final that starts today and then if I have the energy write a bit for my blog.
There are three entries I have in mind, but haven't had the energy to write them out.

I will also try and be nicer to people and thank them for wanting to wish me well.