Some years ago I was diagnosed with Anxiety Disorder. This presented itself through multiple panic attacks. Whilst this was recently diagnosed (a few years ago), I am quite certain it was present from my childhood as I can remember numerous attacks. In addition, I have also suffered from some minor OCD through this same time. (Minor enough that only those close to me can notice)

Whilst a separate issue that presented well after my current throat problems, I thought I should mention this in case it is related. About 1 year ago, at night, my friends noticed my pupils were very dilated. The following morning I woke to find my left arm absent of all feeling (whilst I could move it), I was vomiting and my was speech slurred. I managed to call an ambulance and was subsequently taken to hospital for testing. All tests came back negative, thus ruling out all 'baddies' such as stroke and tumor.

This occurred to minor levels a few more times over the following months.

My doctor, who is experienced in psychiatry, believes it to be a form of migraine with neural affects. I cannot conclude whether this is correct.

To add to my most special melting pot of problems, another issue arose in the lead up to my throat issues.

Before Xmas in 2006, I had a bad ear infection. A doctor put me on a nasal spray and forget to tell me to not take it for more than 3 days due to it often causing chronic re-congestion. 5 weeks later, severely addicted, I was weening off of this spray using a non habit-forming type. At this time, I ate a small biscuit which happened to contain nuts (without my knowledge). I had always had a very minor nut allergy, but this even led to full blown anaphylaxis.

By the time I managed to get medical attention (adrenalin), I was unable to breathe, losing my vision and about to pass out. It was a close call to say the least. But... I survived to 'annoy another day'.

Within a few weeks of this nut reaction, I had at times thought I was having another reaction with my throat 'closing up'. This was later checked via an endoscopy and I was told by the ENT that I had Globus Hystericus. He put me on Endep, though a few months later I ceased taking this as it made no difference save to make me dopy (er).

My current GP also agreed with this diagnosis and I found myself relying on my Xanax to avoid the daily symptoms. I was then also put on Zoloft as a means to ween off of Xanax, and hopefully be symptom free some months later.

About a month ago, I made the decision to remove myself from medication as it was having too much of a negative affect on my life. I have managed through the withdrawal phase for both Zoloft and Xanax, and with little anxiety. I am confident that my new approach to life has a great impact on this.

But... The symptoms remain...

Initially I am sure I did have globus as a result of stress from the allergic reaction. The major 'central' symptoms of globus have dissipated.

The left hand side of my neck, roughly along the line of the Vegas Nerve and location of the Superior Laryngeal Nerve is often very uncomfortable, bordering painful.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Larynx_external_en.svg

This link shows the Superior Laryngeal Nerve and Artery

This location seems to be the center of the main discomfort, and does cause some minor swallowing issues. By pressing on this location, I do gain some minor relief with the swallowing, but considering it also tends to cut off circulation, I cannot consider this a long term treatment.

I do not specifically know of any particular trauma in the past few years to this area, though I had been hit in that region by a previous ex partner who had some violence issues. I also find that the thyroid cartilage can be shifted with a 'clicking' from side to side by hand or muscle.

If I use a fingernail or tip to investigate the area of the nerve, I do find a very tender spot which when pressed, also creates an unusual referred 'feeling' in my upper inner throat (behind my tongue and down). I do think that this could be the crux of the problem.

To reiterate, Zoloft and in particular Xanax, seems to deal with this problem. If I take Xanax every single day, this issue is very much non existent and interferes little in my life.

As I am attempting to get healthier, lose weight, etc, I am trying to get off of all medication. And Xanax is not necessarily a good long term alternative.

Tired of not being taken seriously, feeling as though I am given the option of treatment, I really would like to have this resolved once and for all. I am left with the option of researching the issue, and when I have enough information I will present it to the doctor to take it further. I am confident he will be supportive.