I wonder how many other people love grits as much as I do?!

I wonder at how much better I feel after logging on here and reading the posts, the threads -- how true and real the love is that is shared here.

I wonder why I cannot break free? Today was the third time that I called to cancel/reschedule the brain MRI. I don't know if I just want it all to be over or if my mental problems are causing my defeat?

I wonder if scrabble knows that I was blitzed when we talked? And I am so embarrassed and ashamed and wonder if she will forgive me?

I wonder how Addy knows just what I'm going through.

And, I wonder if I can tell you all how much your love and support means to me . . .

from my *heart,
reyn