I dont know if it is a panic, a fear, a depression or a mix of all attack but this sucks...

I feel sad like hell, I cant stop crying... I literally feel my sould getting out of me... I want to believe God is listening me but I keep feeling nasty... And my fear about the future is here

I dont know what to do... I cant think properly... Cant pray properly...

I want to stay alone but at the same time need a mom hug...

Crap... I think is hormonal