i couldn't finish my errands today... went to a store to check something after therapy then realized if i did the other thing i would have been late for dinner. but then tonight i realized the stuff i got done in the first errand isn't good enough!!! there are problems!!! have to do it again!

I HAVE TO GET THIS DONE TOMORROW i don't know how i'm going to manage if i'm going to manage it is eating me upppp. i don't have complete control of things... i am dependent on other people/machines etc... as it is about 9 bucks down the drain today on what won't work.

tomorrow i'm going to a pro shop... sigh.

nobody wants to hear this huh.

oh well.

~ waves ~ frantic and frustrated