saw pdoc, told all and thensome.
he said it was indeed plausible for the benzo to have caused apathy. i asked if i seemed like i might be
getting hypo. he said definitely a bit... and to
hold the taper for now.
heck! why can't i just get un-apathetic, why must i go
from bozo to hypo?
![Bang Head](images/smiliesb/Bang-Head.gif)
&)#*(*&$#(*)&^&@(&$
Well, at least
it's the kind that feels good... except when something crosses/stresses me
![EEK!](images/smilies/eek.gif)
also some of the impulses are already overwhelming.
i WANT the energy, i craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaave the energy and i crave bunches of other things...........
![Roll Eyes (Sarcastic)](images/smilies/rolleyes.gif)
![Stick Out Tongue](images/smilies/tongue.gif)
![Big Grin](images/smilies/biggrin.gif)
things are not ruinous so far... but certainly time to carry minimum cash and leave all plastic home! (not too compatible with gift shopping!
![Roll Eyes (Sarcastic)](images/smilies/rolleyes.gif)
)
--------------
i see pdoc again on Tuesday... he says wait till then (no extra meds until then). heck, i don't want to get worse, then again, i can't do a whole freakin gram of depakote (am already at 800 mg) it will make me fat probably and Zyprexa, hah!
good news: we
have Geodon now!
bad news: it is
not prescribable except for ACUTE MANIA or SCHIZOPHRENIA.
geez, thanks
![Mad](images/smilies/mad.gif)
the rest of us have to get diabetes or TD i suppose.
~ waves ~