LOL ... my friend... you crack me up.....

... you make me laugh with happiness BlueMajo ... I do enjoy your cheerful L1 posts! The Guiness World Record Book for sure!

So, dear Reyn... are you really feeling sad that you're alone this year ... are you alone with people around you... cuz that's a different thing, isn't it? Talk to me if you want to, k? and if not here, lets talk through PM (this thread is getting awfully long, actually... maybe you could start a new one?)... or what the heck, we can continue here...

And so, I will tell you all that I am not sad when I am alone... I am, maybe, bored... but never sad that I'm alone...

That doesn't meant to say that I'm not depressed, when I'm alone...

because sadness and depression are two different things...

and so... I shall chose a new MOOD ICON now... I haven't changed it for a while..

and it deserves to reflect my life as I am feeling right now...
I am changing from FINE to ... yep, HAPPY ...

and I know how damn lucky I am.....

that my stars are aligning.....

and yet... I'm still repeating some of my old patterns...

because this is something new for me... and with that comes that damn self-esteem bubble burster....

... I think I'm winning, tho

Addy