took a few days for me to get my stuff together after seeing the neuro. the appt was a complete waste of time...they have nothing to really do or say to me..appt was just for getting refills of meds.. brought in the articles that i copied from the site and the dr didn't have much to say... one good thing was she gave me more free samples of the provigil...i take 100 mgs in am and then another 100 in the afternoon...seems to be helping some..was told it may take some time to get the full benefit from it...been feeling very defeated lately..i am going to go to the support group that debbie reccommended...i am going to go back to work on the 21. can't stay home any longer..messing with my depression too much...the drs don't want me to go but i know i have to for as long as i can..until i know that i can't...i am fighting it cuz to me it is letting this disease beat me and giving up..i know rationally that i have little choice in the matter...what happens is what happens..doesn't make me weak..cuz i am trying so hard to keep it together..just don't want to do more damage to myself for being stubborn and hard-headed... anyway ....no more drs for a few weeks..need a break!!! thank again for caring...linda