This weather s**** here in northern NJ! We are supposed to get snow tomorrow already and I can feel it. My whole arm and shoulder hurt so bad. Strange though that it's not so swollen, just mildly. Tremor is bad today. I am only on Lyrica and Cymbalta and they have helped the burning, tingling, shocks but now i feel like my bone is crumbling under my skin. My hand gets so stiff and sometimes will cramp up where I can't open my fingers. I've had most normal functioning except weakness and weak fine motor skills. I'm so scared, I really don't want any of the invasive procedures the dr talked about and need to function for my not so understanding kids (teens) and husband.Ussually I can keep my pain at a 4 or 5 but today it's a 7 and going up.

I just can't deal lately, I keep thinking I'll wake up the next day better.