Hi Keepsmilin,

I don't think that RSD has won, sometimes we have to take a step back and look at what it is happening in our lives. Maybe, it is just time to get some rest, take some time and get this under control. Your body is going through something fierce right now and maybe you need to reduce your stress. Perhaps you will wake up tomorrow with a sense of relief that you have time to help your body heal and focus on new ways to find relief.
I know that maybe right now this doesn't make sense, but I believe God works in mysterious ways, maybe this is his way of telling you to slow down and take care of yourself.

Remember to keep Smilin!

Much love to you,
Sandy