I understand too what you are saying lucy
I am sorry that I am frustrating you with my constant play.
For some reason hockey relaxes me. I dont play dirty, the leagues I play in I am respected and most of the players I play with and against are well aware of my situation so they definately avoid head shots etc. Its not a dirty league with hitting, we're basically older young men (27-32) and playing to maintain a skill, and stay somewhat in shape. I played all through my rougher times and found hockey was one of the few things that relaxed me and got my mind off the pcs. But i understand too what you are saying.
I never want to go through the beginning phases as I did the last time.. although it does seem like a very easy decision I feel the flight I took was more the result of the PCS than the actual concussion itself...

Im a stubborn canadian. I need my hockey I guess.. I'm sorry