L1, I'm so sorry to have taken space from what was supposed to be a new thread for you -- I talked on and on about my own problems. Sorry. In the past 4 hours my life has blown apart, and I can't help but wonder if I can be of any value to anyone. But, for you, I'm coming here to post to tell you that I am trying to come back here for you, if you need me. I don't know if I can help, but I will try. ((L1))